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I better update today before CLIQUE! kpkb again, heeeheee ;D

Paiseh arh, I'm just super busy. I'm Supergirl y'know, I gotta save the world, especially those cats that are stuck on top of trees. Poor cats hur? That's why I'm hereeeee ;D

Anyways. Eventful week, quite. Took a bus to somewhere all by myself on Monday. Boy, it was so totally worth it. I cant believe I got 20/25 for Physics test. Super unbelievable for someone who got E8 last term! English paper today was so off-point can. An unforgettable celebration = my parents died 2 years ago on my 15th Birthday = I'm 17 now = I came back from studying abroad = everyone surprised me = INCLUDING, get this, MYCHEMICALROMANCE?! = celebrate a new beginning. HAHAHAZXZ. Seriously though, WHAT WAS I THINKING?! Mygod mygod. Die le la.

CLIQUE! had Mac's for lunch then came over to my house. I spent 3 hours on _____________. Hope you'll appreciate it ;D

Okay, I've seriously got to make this quick. I havent started doing my Chinese assesment in preparation for tomorrow's exam & I've no idea what the format for 'gong han' is. How how how?! Crappppppppppppppppp. Damn-ness.

Oh, & I'm friendly? Heeeheee. Okay, buay bah already. *slaps myself*

I cant believe it's going to be the 3RD.

& I'm really for the haphazard-ness of the way I'm updating. Seriously, NO TIME!!!

Today, I must:
-Memorise gong han format
-Finish up Chemistry notes.

Good luck with love.
;) wonder WHO said that.
Aint gonna tall yah!
Hawhawhaw.

xo♥

*I have to do well for my end years.

Today, I had to let go.


Woke up early at 8, got dressed & went to school for Chemistry Tutorial. But what's ironic is that, I didnt go for even ONE minute of the tutorial. Whatthehellzxz right? Something happened. But it's ALL OVER. Crying in the 3rd floor toilet, sitting beside the sink is seriously, not fun at all. Anyways, tutorial started at 10 & last till 1 but I was in the toilet way before tutorial & went down to the concourse & saw Musu, Gerald & Dayna. I looked horrible manzxz,my eyes looked like it was gonna, get this, POPOUT. Really. Waited for Shandy & Peishan till 12 & we left for IKEA. How nice of them to accompany me hor? ;D Got my 1.8 hollowpin & met Fion at Batok. Oh, & thanks Fion for everything today. & I mean everything. The 4 of us walked to somewhere behind the mrt there & talked talked talked then YAY. I finally got my tongue pierced by that super zai Gan of mine. Hawhaw. It's the most painful tongue piercing, I swear. She pierced from below & the freaking needle just dont wanna go through the top of my tongue. Fion had to take the needle out & re-pierce it but it still wont go through. Mygodzxz. So she like, kiap my tongue & accidentally poke her finger. Paiseh hor. But yayyyy, it's done! & I guess piercings are just a way to remind me of the love I once had. Yup.

After I spit out all my saliva & blood (sorry Fion, it was all over your hands!), we went to buy cookie baking stuffs, came to my home & baked cookies! & now, Peishan Xiaoyuan & Shandy are here with me, staying over so that I wont think of you know? Yah, correct! Wahh, seriously Fion just couldnt stop laughing at the way I talk now. & Shandy & Peishan hor, jitao laugh until peng lor. & I cant eat for like idontknow how many days, but I dont really have the appetite anyways. Super laohong la, the way I talk.

Anyways, we're gonna watch CampRock now before any of ya'll do! Heeeheee. We're xcore manzxz. & yah, thanks Peishan Xiaoyuan & Shandy for staying over tonight ;D

&& Fion! I owe you a gazillion ;D

Peishan, we MUST/CAN(?)/WILL be happy single!

Thanks for the memories, & those last words you said to me.

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I didnt cry the whole night on 210808 for nothing.
I didnt bring up my courage to go meet you on 220808 for nothing.
I didnt carve that heart on my wrist for nothing.
I didnt spend my weekends at home thinking about us all day for nothing.
I didnt think of what to do for our 2 months although we've already broken up in class when I should be studying for nothing.
I didnt ignore my teacher & just take out my phone to count the number of days we were together for nothing.
I didnt fold 54 paper hearts to represent the number of days we were together for nothing.
I didnt spend the whole day thinking of exactly 54 metters that will make up a phrase for nothing.
(WENPING, I NEVER LOVED ANYONE SO MUCH BEFORE. WILL YOU PATCH WITH ME?) It's really 54.
I didnt go to Vivo just to buy Candy from Candy Empire on Tuesday for nothing.
I didnt bake that brownie with a heart & a 'W' in the middle for nothing.
I didnt believe you when you said you'd come back for nothing.
I didnt worry about you night & day for nothing.
I didnt hold back my tears when we met to talk for nothing.
I didnt tell you face face 'Your love means alot to me' for nothing.
I didnt send you messages knowing that you wont reply for nothing.

Since we broke up, yesterday was the first time you told me those 3 words that I've been dying to here from you. I know you still love me & it's hard for you to let me go & just give up on our relationship like that. That's why I'm telling you that you dont have to let me go & give us up when I still love you THIS much & when you still love me too. You do know how hard it's been for me. We can just get back together & be the happy couple we know we can be. What's holding you back? Are the problems you're facing so huge that you can bear to leave me just like that? I really cant. You broke your promise & my heart, you said you'll be back & I've been counting down the days. It's exactly 3 weeks to go & see, I'm still so in love with you. You gave me the kinda love I cant find anywhere else. All I'm saying is, since you still love me then please dont go. No matter how troubled you are, you know we can still be together cause our love is so much more stronger than having to just let it go.

If you wanna settle all the problems you have at hand first, I'll wait for you to come back.
But you do know you can come back anytime, cause I'm waiting for you.
I know WE can.

Keep holding on, cause I know we'll make it through.

I love you.

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We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back, babe
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

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Okay, emo-ness aside, I'VE GOT A VERY VERY SUPER LOVELY SMILEY CLIQUE ;D I owe y'all like a gazillion for keeping my mind off umm, my horrible sad sad x 1000000 love life? Yup.

I swear, yesterday was piercing day manzxz.

4 got their Smiley-s done.
2 got Navel.
& another 2 got Eyebrow.

Okay, tell me my clique is MAD, but I love them to the xcoreeeeeeeeeeee. We were all like roaming around Woodlands in search of the piercing place but to no avail, crapppppp. Huishan & Sherlyn got their Navel pierced at the same place as before while Shandy & Peishan got their Eyebrows done! After wasting 4 hours, we headed to Lot1 to meet Fion. Walked to the void deck & Rachael got her Smiley re-pierced by Fion. There's only one word to describe Fion, ZAI. I'm serious. Sherlyn was so tempted by OUR (Peishan Shandy Rachael & I) Smiley-s that she got XIAOXUAN to pierce for her. Yes, XIAOXUAN. It was her first time piercing for people & it was so successful, it cannot be anymore successful. Xiaoxuan & Weining then got tempted by our Smiley-s that we went to Westmall's Handicap toilet & I gave them my 1.8 hollow pin & they pierced for each other. MYGOD. All 1st timers, brave hur? Huishan Shandy Peishan Weining Xiaoxuan & I squeezed into the Handicap toilet & got chased out, HAHAHAHA. Cannot make it hor. If only Yingxue was there to witness all the piercing & blood. Actually, not alot of blood.

Interhouse on Thursday was like............ =[ Poor Shandy flew down to the floor. (Anyways I'm eating Ashlee's dog biscuits as I'm typing this, my brother forced me to & Daddy said it's nice?!) After interhouse, I sang out all my sorrows while Adiel & Musu played the guitar. Siao already la. Oh, & I gave Wenping our '2 months' present. 'It's awesome' hor? Heehee. & who said I'm very happy like that?! SIAO EY. & TINAHO, stop playing with my forehead leh. I know how to reverse hor!

My report slip is BUNG + A = BUANG. (Hahaha, reminds me of what Sherlyn said!)

Chinese A1
English B4
Chemistry C5
E Maths C5
A Maths C5
SS Geog C6
Physics E8

I cant believe I got an A for Chinese. Hang around somebody too much already? I wish I can spend more time with him, then I'll get A* for sure. I got D7 for term 1 & B4 for term 2. HAHAHA. I am gonna dedicate this one week holidays to XCORE PHYSICS MUGGING.

So, I've to go back to school on Monday for Chemistry tutorial & I cant wait cause I get to see Xuexue & the other reason, I dont wish to say it here. But ask me & I'll tell you. Just not here on my LiveJ. Was supposed to go IKEA today with Shandy Peishan Xiaoxuan Weining & idontknowwho else but MOMSTER's in a super bad mood. WHATTHEHELLZXZ RIGHT?! Geezxz. & my brother just left home with the car, lucky-ass! I'm stuck home the whole day & so bored that I finished ALL my holiday homework in 3 hours, pro or what? Hawhaw! oo bored already, I can just evaporate here. JUST evaporate.

Anyways, PICTURES!













Okay, so it turns out they didnt go IKEA today too. Dont have me cannot go hor? HAHAHAZXZ, buay bah. *slaps myself* Tomorrow Peishan? I need to get it or else Monday cannot already. Then that will be the saddest thing ever besides, you-know-what. & yah Peishan, I'm trying my best to be positive already. Trying my VERY best kay.

Oh & paiseh Shandy, didnt update yesterday when I promised you!

I know it feels like the end, dont wanna be here again.
& we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again.
What it takes, I dont care. We're gonna make it I swear.
& we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again.